I decided to put up a few more chapters of my book: Men of the Skull- A Memoir of Fraternity Life in the 80s.
This one has nothing to do with Penn State. I mentioned many times in the book that I was, at the time, a volunteer Emergency Medical Technician (EMT.) I would eventually become a Paramedic, but that doesn't matter. I volunteered with an ambulance and a rescue squad. This was one of the Rescue Squad calls.
I still think about this one.
Doing this work radically changed some of my thinking back then. Back when so many people my age thought they were invincible, I looked death in the face. I watched friends die. I saw things that hurt and haunt me to this day. What does that do to someone still in adolescence? Well, it makes us less fun at parties for one thing. It puts things in perspective as well. And for someone who carried the Dark Secret I had inside of me?
Yes, I have PTSD. Not just from the Paramedic days, but from repressing my Truth and swallowing my Pain.
Writing about it really helps.
This is not a happy chapter.
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Chapter 36: New Year’s Accident
Thursday, January 8, 1987 Shultz aide collaborated with North
GRAAAA! GRAAAA!!!
GRAAAA!!! The Hurst Tool growled
as Mike and Don used it to peel back the car’s roof.
She
was still pinned by the dashboard. I
knelt in the backseat and held her head as still as I could. We feared a neck injury, and the Hurst Tool
was jolting the small hatchback. The
glass in her hair left small cuts on my palms.
Hurst Tool: "Jaws of Life" circa 1980s
The
roof was coming off so we could bring in a backboard to immobilize her
transport to a hospital. After the roof,
we would then tear out the dashboard which pinned her legs. We did that last in case the dashboard was
acting like a compression bandage. We
had to be ready- we didn’t want her suddenly bleeding to death.
The
roof bent back exposing me to the cold, sunny, early morning sky. My breath was fogging the plastic face shield
of my helmet. It really was a bright, beautiful
day. So how the fuck did this
happen? It’s not like there was poor
visibility or slick roads.
The
baby was hurt, but not too bad. She was
in one of those new “car seats” everyone was so high about. Yeah, “Baby on Board” and all that shit. Seat saved her life. She was already on her way to the hospital.
We’d
already loaded the driver of this car into an ambulance and he was on his way
to a hospital as well.
The other driver
had some bruises from where the seatbelt caught him.
But
her- she didn’t wear a seatbelt. The car
was destroyed all around her, sitting in the intersection of route 724 and New Street . It was so torn up; all I knew is that it was
a blue hatchback, maybe a Ford?
Spring Ford Rescue Squad: Rescue 72. Yes, it's a converted plumber's truck
We
waited for the helicopter that would take her to Lehigh Trauma
Center . We couldn’t save her. All we could do is keep her from dying while
in our care. The MAST trousers were
ready for when we freed her from the wreckage.
MAST
trousers are inflatable pants. The idea
is that the trousers are inflated, cutting off almost all circulation to the
legs so the blood stays in the trunk and head, keeping the person alive. Bad news- if they’re on too long, the person
loses the use of their legs. Pretty
extreme; but if they were needed, the situation was grim. MAST also makes a great pressure bandage and
splint. We’d need a doctor’s permission
to inflate them, as it takes a doctor hours to deflate them (otherwise all the
blood flies back into the legs, none for the brain- dead patient.) Mrs. Kuklowski, as lead paramedic on the
scene, already spoke to the hospital- we had permission to apply, but not
inflate yet.
A
couple of guys stood by the now missing passenger door with a short backboard
and a long backboard. Mike and Don
prepared the Hurst Tool for the job of pulling out the dashboard (up and over
the hood.) My arms were getting really
tired, and my fingers were numb from the cold.
No, I wasn’t wearing gloves.
Couldn’t take a pulse wearing those thick, heavy things.
With
the roof off, we now had room. Someone
reached in and put a neck brace on her.
I still held the head, just to keep her steady.
Hydraulic Power Source for the Hurst Tool, circa 1980s
GRAAAA! GRAAAA!!!
GRAAAA!!! The dashboard groaned,
popped and broke free with a load CRACK!
Quickly, the woman was strapped into the short backboard and
immobilized. Over the growl of Hurst
Tool, I could hear the beating blades of the helicopter approaching.
Flares
popped over at a softball field, maybe one hundred yards away. The helicopter circled twice and landed,
blowing twigs, dirt, and dead leaves everywhere.
Meanwhile,
she was freed of the wreck and strapped to the long backboard for transport. One of the firemen held a tarp up as Mrs.
Kuklowski and another paramedic removed her bloody jeans and put on the MAST
trousers. She had leg injuries, but
nothing severe enough to justify inflation yet.
We then carried her to the field.
Me and three other guys carried the board and Mrs. Kuklowski carrying
the IV bag. Dirt blew everywhere and
gravel bounced off my face shield.
Lehigh County Trauma Medevac at the time of that accident. Messerschmitt-Bölkow-Blohm BO 105
The
Trauma medics met us with their stretcher, to which we secured the long
board. One of them did a quick assessment:
feeling extremities, checking vital signs, determining if there were any
internal injuries. “This woman recently
had a baby,” she said while feeling the victim’s abdomen. “Are we transporting the child as well?”
“No,
the child is already en-route to the hospital, as is the driver” Mrs. Kuklowski
said.
I
was amazed! How could she tell? Damn!
The
helicopter paramedics surrounded the stretcher and prepped her quickly for the
flight. I walked back to the
intersection. The woman’s new looking white
sneakers lay on the road where we left them when we removed them so we could
put on the MAST pants. I picked them up,
as well as the bloody remains of her jeans.
Money fell out of the pocket- a LOT of money.
“Hey
Mike! I said. He was nearby, coiling the hoses for the
Hurst Tool. “Look at this!”
He
walked over and looked. I was holding a
thick roll of twenty dollar bills- at least five hundred dollars!
“Shit!”
he said.
“Yeah.”
“Wanna
split it?” he asked.
I
looked at him and he laughed.
The
pocket was useless, so I put the money in one of the sneakers. I put the jeans then the sneakers on the car
seat where she so recently sat, talked, and bled.
I
then helped Mike stow the Hurst Tool. The
helicopter powered up and quickly roared away, covering the area with cold wind
and flying dirt. A couple of firemen
stood waiting by the scene with brooms- they would have to wait until the
police finished their part investigating the accident. It would be hours before the intersection was
opened again.
We
did our part- we kept her alive until the helicopter could get her to more
advanced care.
The
wreck made the front page of the Pottstown Mercury the next day. You can see the sneakers in the picture,
right where I left them.
The driver and the
baby survived.
The
mother didn’t.
She died at the Trauma Center
at 8:42 AM.
On a gorgeous
winter morning.
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