Today, May 25, 2014, marks two months since going full time. I worked today, and reflected on a few things.
1) Being Employed
So many of us aren't and, being trans, I could be fired at any time. Legally. I am so very fortunate to have so many people that support me and accept me at work.
2) Wife and Daughter
Enough said.
3) M
Her generosity in allowing me to stay with her all these months. My time with her maybe be coming to a close, but I owe her a debt I can never ever repay in my life time.
4) The Community
I wouldn't be here if not for my Trans sisters and brothers.
5) Friends
Having grown up with few, I understand what it means to be alone. Having friends is a Blessing, and my friends that remain mean the world to me. I lost several when I came out. I'll miss them, but they made that choice, so I won't cry over them. Speaking of which...
6) Crying
As a guy, I never allowed myself to cry. It can be so very cleansing. I cry with some frequency now.
7) Breasts
I've been very lucky that I have them. They are a dream come true. I'm still amazed seeing them when I look down and knowing they are a part of me. That my flesh fills the cups of my bra. I am blessed.
8) Family
So many of us lose our family when we transition. I haven't. In fact, we're closer than ever. We still have a long road, but we're finally on it.
9) Life
Having fought the Darkness and come so very close to losing, the mere fact I'm here is something I will never take for granted. Especially when so many of us are lost to the Darkness. Like dear Lisa.
10) Readers
I write this blog mostly for me. Therapy? Writing practice? Vanity? All of the above? In any case, the fact that I have 97 subscribers blows my mind and humbles me. Thanks to the 97 and to all of my readers. Seriously. Especially those who comment.
11) Gifts
In most things I am very self depreciating (seriously.) One thing I acknowledge is my writing ability. So many people have complimented me on it that it can't be a coincidence. I know I can do this and do it well. Someday I'd love to make a living from it.
12) Nittany
My dog, who is now 14 years old. I miss her. I can only see her when MIL is away, so my opportunities are few. But she is a wonderful and loyal friend.
That's all I came up with today so far. I'm sure I can think of more. Maybe I will. In any case, a Dozen should be enough for now.
What do YOU not take for granted?
Things I still DON'T take for Granted
(in no particular order)
1) Being Employed
So many of us aren't and, being trans, I could be fired at any time. Legally. I am so very fortunate to have so many people that support me and accept me at work.
2) Wife and Daughter
Enough said.
3) M
Her generosity in allowing me to stay with her all these months. My time with her maybe be coming to a close, but I owe her a debt I can never ever repay in my life time.
4) The Community
I wouldn't be here if not for my Trans sisters and brothers.
Julie, Me, Katie, Linda
5) Friends
Having grown up with few, I understand what it means to be alone. Having friends is a Blessing, and my friends that remain mean the world to me. I lost several when I came out. I'll miss them, but they made that choice, so I won't cry over them. Speaking of which...
Sandy, John, Me, Linda
6) Crying
As a guy, I never allowed myself to cry. It can be so very cleansing. I cry with some frequency now.
7) Breasts
I've been very lucky that I have them. They are a dream come true. I'm still amazed seeing them when I look down and knowing they are a part of me. That my flesh fills the cups of my bra. I am blessed.
8) Family
So many of us lose our family when we transition. I haven't. In fact, we're closer than ever. We still have a long road, but we're finally on it.
9) Life
Having fought the Darkness and come so very close to losing, the mere fact I'm here is something I will never take for granted. Especially when so many of us are lost to the Darkness. Like dear Lisa.
Lisa
10) Readers
I write this blog mostly for me. Therapy? Writing practice? Vanity? All of the above? In any case, the fact that I have 97 subscribers blows my mind and humbles me. Thanks to the 97 and to all of my readers. Seriously. Especially those who comment.
11) Gifts
In most things I am very self depreciating (seriously.) One thing I acknowledge is my writing ability. So many people have complimented me on it that it can't be a coincidence. I know I can do this and do it well. Someday I'd love to make a living from it.
12) Nittany
My dog, who is now 14 years old. I miss her. I can only see her when MIL is away, so my opportunities are few. But she is a wonderful and loyal friend.
Nittany
That's all I came up with today so far. I'm sure I can think of more. Maybe I will. In any case, a Dozen should be enough for now.
What do YOU not take for granted?
First Day of Work as a Woman
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