I've only been home several hours now- I haven't even unpacked my girl clothes yet. My head is still swimming and it feels odd that I am not wearing a skirt! Or having a drink for that matter.
I went out to the conference on Tuesday. I needed to get away from home and several good friends were going to be out there. Also being out there early meant I could help out a little. And help I did! Stuffing the convention envelopes. It was a huge task as more than 300 people were coming.
The Tuesday Outfit. I did my own makeup.
My feet hurt and I couldn't figure out why. maybe the fact that I had my boots on the wrong feet had a bit to do with it?
After dinner and a quick drink, I went to bed early. I knew I'd need my strength.
Weds morning was windy and cold. I had breakfast with people from Las Vegas that I'd met the night before: Amy and her partner and a guy from Canada. They were lots of fun to hang with and as it turns out, Amy did makeup. I didn't know who she was...
I went to a noon pedicure appointment at Lee nails, dressed in a black sweater and jeggings. This was only my second pedi, and I was the only tgirl in the shop. Some people gave me a look, but most didn't care. I had my nails painted a deep red.
I had an appointment at 5 with Jamie Austin of "Austin's Angels" fame. Before I rediscovered my girl side, I found some TG sites- among them was Jamie's. I was curious. I wondered how I would look as an "Austin's Angel." So a month in advance, I scheduled an appointment. As the bus for that night's event was at 5 I skipped the event. Jamie worked quickly in his hotel room, and soon i was ready to go out... but where? I bumped into Suzanne, Amy and a girl named Sheila, and they invited me to dinner at Carabba's. Ok!
Sophie as done by Jamie Austin
Thursday was the first day of the conference. I dressed and went to the vendor area, a bit hungover from the previous night's bar visit. I participated in a study by Pomona College about T-girls. It was a nice way to kill time.
Thursday's daytime outfit
After lunch I met my "big sis" Mel and Donna Rose in the hotel bar for drinks and laughs. My appointment with Amanda Richards was at 4 and I had no activities planned so after a couple drinks I went upstairs to change and shower. As I was in my pads and nothing else, room service walked in on me! Eek!
Amanda did her usual great work and it was off to a casino! I and many others had dinner at "The Final Cut" which is a fancy steak place. Suzanne had a friend from Oklahoma in town and when those two went to the ladies room, I told them it was the friend's (Brenda) birthday. He had a table of six people come over and loudly sing Happy Birthday to her! And free dessert for her!
Oh, did I mention her birthday is in October? HeeHee
Blue Dress Bitch in the bar
I gambled a little and won $20. I didn't drink hardle at all as the next day was my presentation and I needed to be sharp and hot!
So the bus ride back to the hotel was uneventful, even though it was pouring rain. I took one step off the bus and SLIP!! Fell hard on my knees and ass. And elbow. That really hurt! My knee is still swollen. And it put a hole in my stocking! Dammit!
The next morning was my presentation: "Writing Transgender fiction." I woke up early and put on my new suit. I then went to Amy's room. See, Amy isn't just a makeup person, she's THE makeup person in Vegas. She runs Just You: Home of Glamour Botique 2. She quickly had me ready.
I must say, I have never felt as comfortable as a woman as I did walking to that presentation. I was in a sharp suit and I KNEW I looked good. I was in heaven! But I was also nervous- it would my first time doing any kind of presentation as Sophie. I had 9 people and they seemed to enjoy it.
That night was night out in Harrisburg. Amanda did my makeup and I ate at the Cafe Fresco with 20 others. My knee bothered me but it was fun. The food was great!
Saturday was an off day. I slept in a bit, hung out a bit. I walked acrross a huge parking lot to Lane Bryant to buy bra extenders... alone. That was a big step. 2 years before, I could barely leave my room because I was so scared. Now I'm off shopping. Maybe I'm finally getting used to this woman thing.
Saturday night was the Big Gala. My friend Lorraine made my gown for me... and I promptly ripped it as I was putting it on. :( It was pinnable and Amada did her usual great work. But before going to the ball I had a doctor's appointment... with Dr. Ousterhout. I wanted his opinion on what it would take to make me more feminine looking should I... continue down the path. He had definite ideas (lose 50 pounds for starters) and it would cost more than I have ever made in a year. Well, he IS the best- so I expected that.
Angel in Blue
I was off to the ball! Oh what a wonderful time! The food, the drinks, the dancing... oh wait- no dancing, my knee hurt. Eventually I slipped into something more provocative for the late night bar antics. There I had drinks with Dr. Ousterhout and Amanda and so many others!
Skirt so short, it's a belt!
But it was daylight saving time. I lost an hour there. I slept in a little and scrambled to pack and get out in time. And then I was home. In drab. With nothing but memories and a column to type for TG Forum.
All day I have been in a daze. After so many days as Sophie, it's odd not to be. I keep thinking of looking down and seeing breasts, of the feel of a skirt, and of that wonderful confident walk to the presentation. I think Sophie is really taking form as a major part of me.
Only time will tell what's next.